hey im actually writing in my blog. first time since id just come to japan. and i cant be bothered to write it in japanese.... well mebs intermittently... ah i doubt it haha.
ive only just moved the keyboard to my vicinity so that im not stretchin my arms like they want to be detached from my general personage. interestingly, however, it feels like many thing are slowly detaching from my general personage, metaphorically... perhaps.
well, of course its taken some time, but finally i hve an idea of christmas presents. bit late u may say, but actually japan seems to be fairly lax about christmas in general so im not too worried =D and im glad i waited because i finally was enlightened that a present would mean more to someone if its taken more thought before getting it. unless its just a bad idea altogether haha. and if its personalised all the better! took one of me old mates to teach me that but ah well.
im about to embark on the 2nd stage of preperation to go and see Jae (gf) over in Korea. Well im not much a fan of packing so its means summit to me haha. i had hoped jae cud help me out as i packed, just over skype, but ah well, skype is bein awful, tho tbf, in general its pretty good generally as a company so as long as it doesnt become regularly awful i shant complain.
well, while i guess its normal for couple to argue, ive had some extremely interesting few weeks or it seems like almost 2 months. in short i guess i went a bit crazy. u know, when u dont see someone everyday, its almost certain that certain parts of ur connection will be lost. i knew this, but i still decided that it was too much lost. well jae was so busy, i mean, i should have seen this. maybe trying too hard itself is just a bad thing altogether. but i guess we've managed to get this far (tho im pretty sure there's gonna be huge talks over christmas in between all the gd bits =) )
reading my friends blog, she mentioned that some things that seem important now, may well be large regrets later in life when we look back. im not so sure. of course its possible, but i dont want to use that as an excuse to be lazy and just accept things as they come. the wise man makes more opportunities than he finds, said Bacon (i dunno where when or in which context tho =P )
i wonder if reading something that isnt for children/economics students could help me with my peace of mind.... id guess so haha harry potter (albeit in japanese) was a bad idea i reckon. its not really got the concepts i want to tlk about in it. ill set out to find a better book in january i think. maybe more of a classic.
did i mention all my classes are done? haha yey! i dunno how i feel about holiday yet tho, i tend to be bored. ill find something to do (such as read a good book) when i get back...
my korean classes are going well. as are my slightly more important japanese and economics classes (important in a way that is, well actually im not so sure. the economics are technically not so hard and neither are the japanese ones except the ones i took above the level i was assigned to...)
actually far too much of uni so far seems like a joke. ah well
ive got friends. i play table tennis. ive got a guitar. so i should be fairly happy right? hmmm well, i feel like im happy at times, but im thinking far too much. japanese tv is too poor/ununderstandable for me to watch it. so my mind only has itself to chew on, which is probably slightly unhealthy.
im pretty sure i can keep on going for ages. but basically i miss: england, my girlfriend's company, and a whole lot of everything else i had in london but have not here. and im sick of rules tryin to dictate me to do things ive always done all my life. it makes me not want to do these things. i mean i always was clean and put my litter in the bin. but tbh if they want me to seperate it and everything else, i wanna be paid. they ask u to open cardboard boxes when u put them in the recycling box... but ive worked in COMPANIES that hve machines for doin that kinda crap. so why cant the rubbish collecting... government or firm, i dunno, do it themselves?! ah that annoys me. and SUNNET... who pretty much are one of the worst service companies ive ever dealt with. they offer a 24 hour service yet dnt hve a 24hours phone line. they dont supply teh service theyve promised and seem to make up excuses about it, and tell us that we're partly to blame because of the sorts of websites we access. i mean. just. no, i hate them. well i told them that so its ok. but still
hmmm mega rant-o-blog
i think im finally runnin out of things to say....
i need some strength. i dunno where ill find it but i will. i was hoping my girlfriend would give me it. hah. well we'll see.
till then. i hvnt even started to cover 3months of japan, but since i left it til now, i guess thats just too bad. also. tomorrow. equals. haircut =D ^^ yeyyyyy! and apparently he even gives u a shave as part of he deal! wo0p! i shall look good when i see my gf again i decided... ^^ well, even more so since ill meet her parents (who mega-kindly are letting me stay at the house, even if i am a hairy foreigner =P ) ahh i know its gonna be fun!
probs ill make a post sometime when i get bck... till then, miss y'all x
please oh please may i not sound like an american when i get home... nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
=D
